Disbelief and distraction

I'm feeling pretty good for the most part. Slightly queasy here and there, but so mild it barely seems worth mentioning. I know I'm probably going to regret saying this, but I kind of wish morning sickness would kick in. Not because I enjoy it, quite the opposite in fact... but because it's something that will make me feel pregnant.

I don't feel pregnant at all. I'm still in a bit of disbelief. The four tests I've done have all been a very definite positive, but I still can't help but think perhaps it's a mistake. I'm trying to distract myself and keep busy, because all I seem to be able to think about is being pregnant. I need to remember though, it has only been four days since I found out. I guess there is an adjustment period, and that's where I am.

I'll be 5 weeks tomorrow (provided my dates are right), so I think I'll take my first belly pic for this pregnancy! My plan is to take one every week, and at the end I'll be able to do a bit of a montage or time lapse or something cool like that.

Anyway, I better go and attempt to distract myself for another day.